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I Was Wrong - Social Distortion  (White Light White Heat White Trash)

Work - Jimmy Eat World   (Futures)

Here in Your Bedroom - Goldfinger  (Goldfinger)

Fake Plastic Trees - Radiohead  (The Best of Radiohead)

I Know - Retrospect  (Retrospect)

You'll Think of Me - Keith Urban (Golden Road)

Nothing Left to Lose - Mat Kearney

Dammit - Blink-182  (Dude Ranch)

Innocent  - Our Lady Peace  (Live)

All for You - Sister Hazel (Somewhere More Familiar)

I'm not a huge punk fan and I certainly do not like "loud" rock that much.  However, the lyrics of "I Was Wrong" are just so great I gotta go with it.  I've never seen Social D live and I think I need to.  They are so popular in Las Vegas that they always sell out 3 nights at the House of Blues!  Seriously.  I wonder what I'm missing?!

When I was young, I was so full of fear
I hid behind anger, held back the tears
It was me against the world, I was sure that I'd win
But the world fought back, punished me for my sins
I felt so alone, so insecure, 
I blamed you instead and made sure I was heard
And they tried to warn me of my evil ways
But I couldn't hear what they had to say 

I was wrong, self destruction's got me again
I was wrong, I realized now that I was wrong

And I think about my loves, well I've had a few
I'm sorry that I hurt them, did I hurt you too?
I took what I wanted, put my heart on the shelf
How can you love when you don't love yourself?
It was me against the world, I was sure that I'd win
But the world fought back, punished me for my sins
And they tried to warn me of my evil ways
But I couldn't hear what they had to say

Well I grew up fast, I grew up hard
something was wrong from the very start
I was fighting everybody, I was fighting everything
but the only one that I hurt was me
I got "society's" blood running down my face,
Somebody help me get outta this place
How could someone's bad luck last so long?
until I realized that I was wrong

I was wrong, self destruction's got me again
I was wrong, the only one that was wrong was me, 
I was wrong.

Shuffled At 11:23 PM

Love Me  - Elvis Presley  (Elvis Presley: The Top Ten Hits)

Up Against (Blackout) - Taking Back Sunday  (Louder Now)

Rosealia - Better Than Ezra (Deluxe)

Pressure Point - The Zutons (Who Killed the Zutons?)

Chicago - Ingram Hill (June's Picture Show)

Unwell (Live Acoustic) - Matchbox Twenty Watch the Video Here!

Gracie - Ben Folds (Songs For Silverman)

This Time Of Year - Better Than Ezra (Deluxe)

Bound for the Floor - Local H (As Good as Dead)

Error: Operator - Taking Back Sunday (Louder Now)

Gotta give it up to MB20 this time.  No really.  Unwell completely expresses how I felt about myself for a very long time and still do from time to time.  Noah has grounded me, but every now and then I just feel like I used to in my late teens all the way up to my mid 20s.  I remember my attempt at suicide and how God saved me.  I truly believed He intervened and gave the Emergency Room doctor the ability to save my life.  My heart actually stopped for a few seconds.  He saved me I feel to create Noah.  I don't know if that is really why God wanted me to live, but it is what I believe and that is all that matters.  However, I still have my mental issues as I put it.  I take my pills and I go see a Psychiatrist and I do what I can to be a good husband to Audra, a good brother to Travis and Jason, a good son to my mom and foremost a good father to Noah.  I know that I slip from time to time, but hey so does everyone else.  I just hope I don't slip too far.  I don't know if I will ever feel 100%, but at least I know that I'm not crazy...I'm just a little Unwell.

Sorry No Shuffle Lately

I've just been spaced out.  I will get to shuffling again tomorrow.  I might have something else to say as well.  Tune in tomorrow afternoon and find out.

Still Shufflin'

Barrel of a Gun - Guster (Guster on Ice - Live from Portland, Maine)
Here in Your Bedroom - Goldfinger (Goldfinger)
Stationary - Anberlin (Never Take Friendship Personal)
The Luckiest - Ben Folds (Rockin' The Suburbs)
Wishlist - Pearl Jam (Yield)
Currents - Dashboard Confessional (Dusk & Summer)
In My Place - Coldplay (A Rush of Blood to the Head)
Ohio - Jennifer Daniels (Fists Of Flood)
Uncle Walter - Ben Folds (Ben Folds Five)
Sexual Healing - Soul Asylum (After the Flood: Live from the Grand Forks Prom)