Love Me - Elvis Presley (Elvis Presley: The Top Ten Hits)
Up Against (Blackout) - Taking Back Sunday (Louder Now)
Rosealia - Better Than Ezra (Deluxe)
Pressure Point - The Zutons (Who Killed the Zutons?)
Chicago - Ingram Hill (June's Picture Show)
Unwell (Live Acoustic) - Matchbox Twenty Watch the Video Here!
Gracie - Ben Folds (Songs For Silverman)
This Time Of Year - Better Than Ezra (Deluxe)
Bound for the Floor - Local H (As Good as Dead)
Error: Operator - Taking Back Sunday (Louder Now)
Gotta give it up to MB20 this time. No really. Unwell completely expresses how I felt about myself for a very long time and still do from time to time. Noah has grounded me, but every now and then I just feel like I used to in my late teens all the way up to my mid 20s. I remember my attempt at suicide and how God saved me. I truly believed He intervened and gave the Emergency Room doctor the ability to save my life. My heart actually stopped for a few seconds. He saved me I feel to create Noah. I don't know if that is really why God wanted me to live, but it is what I believe and that is all that matters. However, I still have my mental issues as I put it. I take my pills and I go see a Psychiatrist and I do what I can to be a good husband to Audra, a good brother to Travis and Jason, a good son to my mom and foremost a good father to Noah. I know that I slip from time to time, but hey so does everyone else. I just hope I don't slip too far. I don't know if I will ever feel 100%, but at least I know that I'm not crazy...I'm just a little Unwell.
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I can honestly say that I'm glad you're still around, my brother.
As for the song I'd choose: Rosealia. That CD has a lot of fond memories with it. Channel Z and all of us in our early years of college come to mind.
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